its amazing how often i cant stay focused on what i need to do on here.. ill be working on something and then all of a sudden im a million miles away and i know i need to get something done, but by that time i can barely do it.. like today.. i was working on a programming project and i had to move some files.. which reminded me that i wanted to find a better file manager than windows explorer.. so i started searching.. tried just about every one i could find.. ended up with this "freecommander" thing.. its actually pretty neat so far... but yeah. so that took me like 15-30minutes away from what i was doing and i almost completely forgot. crazy.

so yeah.. i tried that a little more.. got pissed at mysql and php.. and so here i am.

ive been doing a lot of research lately on pressure point kinda stuff as it relates to martial arts... as a result ive ended up with a bunch of traditional chinese medicine (TCM) information to read.. lots of acupuncuture/pressure stuff too. the more i read the more i think id like to study TCM and possibly do that kind of stuff as a career. looks like most acupuncturists get at least to premed though.. so.. that means college most likely. dunno if i wanna deal with all that.
really.. i dont know what i want anymore. sometimes i think i do.. sometimes i think i have some pretty good ideas.. then i end up never even really starting them.
you know.. what i really like is what ido right on here.. taking photos and editing them to make them look great. anyone wanna give me a job doing that? maybe i should search for something.
hm.